And Still You Doubt

Because I see u hiding in the shadows, thinking that no one sees, And you keep on taking substances to try to find relief, Or you may vomit what you eat or maybe cut until you bleed, Because you lost all of your hope and you just cannot believe, And so I grieve... I truly grieve Because you think beauty is skin deep and that it somehow passed you by, And so you cover up with products that they sell with one more lie, Or you may be just rich enough to let the knife give it a try, Because you'd rather look good outside than believe I made you right, And so I cry...I truly cry Because you want to do what you want, but you couldn't take it slow, Someone said your special; but it was all for show And now you are left empty with nowhere else to go, Because My Life is not enough for you, your letting your life's blood go, And so I moan... I truly moan Because your childhood was taken from you by the evils hiding there, And so you grew up being hurt and living all your life in fear, And now you can't trust anyone and you refuse to shed a tear, Because you think your anger's stronger than the Spirit I left here, Not so, my dear. My Spirits here You think that no one cares about you and that you are all alone, And so you push people away and just continue on your own, And now you miss out on the love I send through others I have shown you, Because your brokenness surrounds you from the pain that you have known, And my heart weeps. I truly weep I knew you long before you were formed and loved you even then, I shared my Words of wisdom for your guidance and had it put to pen, I left the Holy Spirit here to give you guidance from above I chase you even in your darkness, bringing people filled with love, And still you doubt... what I'm about